I've been here for quite a long time now but I'm still a bit new to the community since I kept going innactive for long periods of time. So anyone who stumbles upon me who thinks I'm pretty cool or smth, or for anybody who's curious and wants to know me a little more. Here's the entire juicy backstory of me as a content creator.

In 2019, I was a 13 year old freshman who did pretty good in school but was lacking any sort of hobby. In life, you have things you do because you must do them, and things you do because you enjoy doing them. I didn't have anything that I found enjoyable. Life was still fun, but kinda lonely and bland. This changed when I joined scratch on my very first account, Goastpirate307. (Goastpirate307 is the name of my Roblox account which I created back in 2017 before my spelling was good. The scratch account was directly named after Roblox account and I for some reason didn't decide to fix the spelling.) I would create my very first game. Wizardknight vs Darkforce which is an RPG battle game (https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/296798753/) After making that I spent some time in the community a bit and barely found anything interesting which would be why I'd leave soon. This was also the time I started using Beepbox as a friend told me about it. I've never stopped using it since (I use Jummbox now but it's the same thing just with some extra features xd) so I have him to thank for that. I didn't use scratch again until late 2020.

I was a bored 14 year old who was looking for some games too play. The death of flash left me with less options. My search for games would lead to me rediscovering my at the time almost year old scratch account. I was able to understand the community a bit more but a misunderstanding in the comments section caused people to view me as a bully and my emotionally weak and innocent little soul was so hurt I made a new account on scratch. (Additional context: There was a sans remix of a featured project where an eye stares at the cursor. I jokingly said we didn't need a sans version but people took that litteraly and I didn't know how to handle receiving antagonistic messages at that time.) This one was named RayPlayz307. (This account was deleted by the Scratch Team following a small argument me and @Dynomike03 got with some other users. And a hate message I sent to the Scratch Team. More on that later.) This became my new main account and the previous Goastpirate307 one became my alt. Overtime, I'd make friends on this account and I would start learning how to draw, (Sort of) kept getting better at music, got REALLY good at animating (which is a skill I'm currently trying to regain.) And overall was a talented young content creator who was loved by the communities I was in. But I also couldn't deny that the community was very shitty and I had to frequently take breaks. (I made my Newgrounds account during one of these breaks. :D) There came a time where as a prank I made an alt account impersonating someone who posted inappropriate fetish projects to scratch which may I remind you is a kids site. After I revealed it was a prank and that I was really RayPlayz307. Some people misconstrued that as me saying I was posting fetish stuff. This lead to a heated, nasty argument between me and @DynoMike03 who was one of my friends on scratch and he was trying to help defend me. And some childish bozos who honestly needed to stfu and listen XD. The end result was them either leaving or getting banned but also me and Mike's comments were mass reported so we were at risk of being banned. The final straw, was when I said the word "Jizz" I didn't know what jizz ment back then and I was muted for almost an hour. (On scratch, getting muted is when you can't post a comment for a specified amount of time. This happens if the "bad word detector" yes, it's actually called that. Detects an inappropriate word.) I had to look up what Jizz meant to know why I got muted. (For those who don't know, "Jizz" is a slang term for semen.) I tried explaining to the Scratch Team it was a mistake and that I didn't know what that word meant but to no success. I eventually sent a nasty hate message to them because I was tired of being treated like garbage, my safe projects getting flagged and deleted and being ignored. They responded saying disrespectful messages won't be considered and soon after I was banned from scratch permanently. All of my alts were also banned except my Goastpirate307 account which is likely because a different account was used to create it, possibly my school account. I spread the news on this account and took a short break.

During that break I was on Newgrounds and thought it was pretty cool. I posted in the New User Introduction Thread which resulted in my name being featured In a Tank Tribute (That's really rare apparently so it's fucking insane that happened.) It seemed like I not only opened up to Newgrounds but Newgrounds was opening up to me. Despite this however, I'd make a new personal email and join scratch once more which was a really strange decision. This is where I'd make the -FrXzen_Animat0r- account which is what the scratch link on my NG account will send you to. On this account, I did the same thing I always did for about a month and got yet even better. But I still couldn't stand scratch and it's community. Yet at the same time it was the only place I felt happiness because I was going through a lot of shit IRL. But soon I decided enough was enough. I made the based decision to say bye to all of my friends and that virgin website, and leave the internet for a while. While away from scratch, I kept practicing my art, music and animation. So I could already be really good by the time I kickstart a career. I would make a YouTube channel and return to my Newgrounds account.

I started to like Newgrounds so much, I actually use it more than YouTube, which moderation reminds me of Scratch. I would install Ibis Paint X on my chromebook (that said "childhood" originally, auto correct fuckin sucks.) and watch tutorials on how to actually draw good and after a month of work, I finally found my art style and it knocks my old style out the damn park! :D at some point though. My chromebook would crash from an Ibis Paint X error and never work again until recently. I've been using my phone for Ibis Paint X drawings since then. At some point, I found a community other artists who seem to be close in age to me who are all also down horrendous simps with a bunch of sussy fantasies going on in their heads. My type of people! :D

This is where I am now! I've been a content creator since 2019 (3 years) and I'm happy to spend the rest of my time as a content creator here on Newgrounds. :)